ray of light....

Nothing real or practical is my catching my eye….

But everything virtual pulls me deep into it…

I feel like a fly, flying to the glow of fire…

The heat is gonna kill it… but still…

The deep, magnificent fire of virtuality is making me high…

If ignorance is a luxury, then I am the wealthiest man on earth…

Fire shows me worlds which I’ve never seen or ever dreamt about…

I wanna be in the fire and let every other worldly thing to go…

Destroy myself to its depths and to be a ray of light….

the dove...

The dove’s heart beats as if it will burst in my hands….

But I didn’t let it go…

It broke my favourite flower vase when it tresspassed to my room and controlled the room’s airspace…

I know if that poor thing know to speak, it would’ve asked” why? What did I do to you….?

Did I hurt you…? Why don’t you let me go…?”

Even when I was angry to it, its panicked heartbeats make me let it free….

The next day I saw that dove in somebodie’s cage….

Maybe the next day I will saw it as a dead bird….

Or in a dining plate….

I can’t even bear to hurt a dove, then how could some people kill other people…

They say it will make you a man…. Ridiculous….

It will make you a murderer…. Destined to live in its guilt  forever….

Am wondering about this world and its habitants and their crazy notions….